Sunday, April 26, 2009

life is bored without sunshine

i remember when i used to walk up n down the hill back then in m'sia when walking is my only choice to school since parents r too bz to send/fetch me.

well..of course there were buses n bicycle.. but i prefer walking.
just like im doing it now.walking evryday to different hospital during autumn, spring, winter.. and happened before at the temp -20. well u dont know how does THAT feel like.

walking till ur ear ache,migraine,numbed face that u cant barely feel, crying along with the mucus from my floating nose- when it felt so light yet i felt so heavy like a herd of butterfies fluttering on my lashes.

man it was so embarrassing to find out that uve been carrying that mucosic face around.i barely felt anything! like i told u.

thank God that theres no guys/ frens out there to check me out! it was bloody cold believe me.

then again i thot of my russian teacher, "ur feet must be colder than the rest of ur body"

so i thank myself for believing in her n wear my pair of thick winter boots.

eff the besh at 11:37 PM

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Thursday, April 16, 2009

doesnt matter when u die

wat matters is how u die..

u know of course u dont wanna die in accident, nor murdered.
but do u wanna die knowing u have to suffer until u forget even ur name?
people used to say they dont wanna die horribly on the road or anywhere else hideous,
and its better to die being around family and loved ones beside u, supporting u now and then.

but what if the time is too short? will u even have the chance to say goodbye?
sudden death happens evryday people. approximately about 6 hours after an acute sign of any pathology. so beware..

stay out of trouble. quit smoking

Labels: goals in life

eff the besh at 11:46 PM

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Tuesday, April 14, 2009

dinner for tonight

So, wats for todays dinner? im feeling spanish tonight so i figured, SPANISH CHICKEN! its healthy n spanish! =D

Ingredients

1 tbsp olive oil
Pack of 4 chicken pieces (i prefer halal chics)
1 onion, chopped
1 garlic cloves, crushed
60g chorizo, cut into small dice (u can use sausage also)
50ml vinegar (kalau suke)
400g cans chopped tomatoes
Few thyme sprigs, plus extra leaves to garnish
1 bay leaves
50ml fresh chicken stock
Good pinch of sugar
330g potatoes, cut into rough chunks (add if u like, but i didnt. i put broccoli instead)
Handful black olives

Nutritional Information

Per serving:
561kcals
24.1g fat (3.9g saturated)
46.6g protein
37.9g carbs
8.7g sugar
2.1g salt

*cook while listening to Shakira song - La Tortura

Labels: food

eff the besh at 6:59 PM

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Sunday, April 05, 2009

kill all my demons and my angels might die too.

how isit ironic when u tell people what to do but in the end,u turned out not to do anything.
this is just typical man-ly brainee
so, if u have faith - ur free to recite
crying fr help wont help u, it will only make u fall.
so find ur happiness.. find HIM..
human-ly love will never last.and i dont think that it even existed.

Morandi - Angels

People..stop fighting, angels are crying
We can be better, love is the answer
Search inside, are there anymore tears to cry ?
Don't you wonder why ?
Why you feel so alone all against the world
(World, world..)
Search back time, when you used to sing along
To the music of your soul
Song of faith you can change, it's not too late
People..stop fighting, angels are crying
We can be better, love is the answer..
Search inside, are there anymore tears to cry ?
Don't you wonder why ?
Why you feel so alone all against the world
(World, world..)
Search back time, when you used to sing along
To the music of your soul
Song of faith you can change, it's not too late
(People..stop fighting, angels are crying
We can be better, love is the answer)
Love is the answer..

Labels: story for soul